23 November,
Just a short update for those who are awaiting news of our dear Hamada, especially our family in Egypt. Hamada has started his final journey home to rest. Yesterday a wonderful nurse from the Macmillan support team came to visit at home and confirmed what I already knew. Hamada is slipping quietly to his resting place. He is no longer speaking or drinking he has a ‘rattle’ on his chest and his body is slowly shutting down. I have spent all of the night hours watching over him, catching small naps when I can.
The Doctor is to arrive shortly and will bring or prescribe all necessary drugs to administer by injections or patches for Hamada’s comfort now that he is not swallowing well.
For the nurses who I know read this web-blog: Hamada did not pass urine for 24 hours, but today some, which I believe shows his kidneys have not completely shut down yet. It is a much better way for him to ‘pass’ if they do.
As our Jo said, perhaps this is our last miracle for this journey to end peacefully this way and I pray with all my heart for this to be for my beloved Warrior. It is also possible that he will stay in this ‘dream like’ state for a few more days yet although I do not believe so, he is extremely weak now.
My Sister Jenny and brother-in-law Ian, lovingly came this morning to help me tenderly bathe him and to change linens and to make Hamada smell just like I know he loves, all friends will know how fussy Hamada is with his love of good cologne. He is peaceful and in no pain, dearly sweet and surrounded with much love