by Susie | May 24, 2011 | Articles., Carers Support, In Death, Multiple myeloma, Uncategorized
Taking little steps and turning the pages of a new life is often difficult. A life that will be so different for you without the one you love. As I knew long before Hamada died, that he would not survive MM. We discussed a plan that would help sustain me through this...
by Susie | May 22, 2011 | Articles., Carers Support, In Death, Multiple myeloma, The Box of Secrets, Uncategorized
It seems forever since I looked into those eyes, yet the memory of your face is as clear as the picture below. How can six months have past without you by my side? Sleep well beloved. I see you in my dreams and know you dream of me, just as you always...
by Susie | May 4, 2011 | Articles., Carers Support, Multiple myeloma, Uncategorized
On the day of Hamada’s Funeral my very dear Sister Sally – who is really a cousin but we call her sister because we all grew-up very closely together, and we love her so – presented me with this very beautiful framed photo of Hamada with a verse...
by Susie | Apr 20, 2011 | Health Issues, In Death, Love poems, Multiple myeloma, Open Letters, Poetry, Uncategorized
I seem to wait for you these days, like longing for the sun to rise after a sleepless night. When believing that the bright morning rays that cast shadows across my floor, will remove this need from my heart. And still I wait. I wait for you like the excited...
by Susie | Apr 16, 2011 | Health Issues, In Death, Multiple myeloma, Uncategorized
Every week or so I take a little pot plant to Hamada’s grave to garnish in a small way the resting place of my beloved. I will continue this until his memorial stone is in place. We still have time to wait for that, as it is important that the ground settles and...
by Susie | Mar 17, 2011 | Love poems, Multiple myeloma, Poetry, Uncategorized
I missed you, when the heated rhythm of Salsa – that feels so like chillies when they touch your tongue – drifted across the dance floor. I missed you as this enticing music reached my jewelled...
