by Susie | Feb 19, 2011 | In Death, Love poems, Multiple myeloma, Poetry, Uncategorized
Like all the days before. And all the days that come. I am thinking of you. Where are those dark eyes of my pleasure? The warm gentle smile, our kisses. I can hear you, I can smell you. I have so much to tell you. The clearest visions in my mind, are of...
by Susie | Jan 29, 2011 | Articles., Health Issues, Multiple myeloma, Open Letters, Uncategorized
Dear John, Monday 24 Jan.2011 Yes indeed we can John, we can do all manner of things if those things bring us comfort. Kissing the special bookmark is a tender act of remembrance as you think of your wife. We fought long and hard to help our partners and so the...
by Susie | Jan 23, 2011 | Multiple myeloma, My Family, Uncategorized
It is two months today since I lost my Hamada and I have been looking through some photos and found this lovely one showing his amazing smile. I thought I would share it. I shall keep smiling today in honour of this lovely Man.
by Susie | Jan 22, 2011 | Articles., Health Issues, Multiple myeloma, My Family, Uncategorized
“Sorrow is better than fear… fear is a journey, a terrible journey, but sorrow is at least an arriving.†Alan Paton. Looking back on the fifty- five months of caring for Hamada and although the sadness is an utterly desolate pit to try to...
by Susie | Jan 15, 2011 | Love poems, Multiple myeloma, Poetry, Uncategorized
Beneath the deepest seas and over land between us. Through eternity that life controls. Across those magic desert lands and dark green forests, dripping in time of souls before. Our faith, our bond, covers this space willingly. I’ll catch the hands I...
by Susie | Jan 7, 2011 | Articles., Multiple myeloma, Uncategorized
Although missing my lovely man so very much I feel somehow in a calmer place than the last few weeks. Nothing is easy when someone so precious to you is no longer there, everyday is an uphill climb; everyday a struggle to find yourself again. I have felt...
