by Susie | Jan 7, 2011 | Articles., Multiple myeloma, Uncategorized
Although missing my lovely man so very much I feel somehow in a calmer place than the last few weeks. Nothing is easy when someone so precious to you is no longer there, everyday is an uphill climb; everyday a struggle to find yourself again. I have felt...
by Susie | Dec 30, 2010 | Love poems, Poetry, Uncategorized
I miss you before my mind reaches consciousness I miss your smile when I leave my dreams. Missing you is the light of morning and the dusk of eventide, it is all the hours in between too. I talk to you as I pass your door, I hear your call in the night to me...
by Susie | Dec 15, 2010 | Carers Support, Health Issues, Multiple myeloma, Uncategorized
Although my days are painful I am making small beginnings towards reshaping my life without my loved one. It is good for me to write once more and I have started in a small way. The snow is still heavy on our lanes and now with even more predicted the...
by Susie | Dec 1, 2010 | Love poems, Poetry, Uncategorized
Let me not falter dear Lord. Let me not fall at this final hurdle. Guide me now to complete this task. Let me not plaintively wail and scream as my heart doth now. Allow me to show dignity that he always showed. Let me not stand beneath the stars...
by Susie | Nov 23, 2010 | Health Issues, Multiple myeloma, Uncategorized
My beloved Hamada quietly and peacefully and with great dignity left us today to go home to be with God. “Dear Universe a new angel has joined. He is handsome, caring, loving and a great symbol of courage and strength. His wings spread across the globe sincerely and...
by Susie | Nov 23, 2010 | Health Issues, Multiple myeloma, Uncategorized
23 November, Just a short update for those who are awaiting news of our dear Hamada, especially our family in Egypt. Hamada has started his final journey home to rest. Yesterday a wonderful nurse from the Macmillan support team came to visit at home and confirmed what...
